Music:something bittersweet with regretful memory in my mind
Last two days...
... I've spent looking at articles, other live journals, editorials, the TV, and pictures found on the net.
I've spent it discussing, cussing, wanting to weep (not being able to), and worrying. I've said the Kaddish nearly half a dozen times trying to find a way to cope. I lost no family as far as I know, but I think I lost potential friends.