That's my life. Good or bad, I always describe it as bitchin'. Life's hard no matter how happy I may be at the time, and there is always some pain in every joy. Maybe I'm just pessimistic or a realist, but I know things don't last. And I mourn while I still have, which I know isn't healthy, but I still do it.
Life's a bitch, and so is Love, and I'm both their bitch. Long live the bitch!