I shoved down the want to shout, "I hate you! I hate you! I will always HATE YOU!" It wouldn't solve anything, and would definitely make things worse. Giving into a juvenile action like that would just hurt the Professor--how can I call him Father? I do not know him, and how he treated Papa just hurts deep inside. He didn't know about us, but I still feel like he rejected us when he rejected Papa.
And now Papa's pregnant again, likely with twins, I have to find a way to either tell the Professor, or hide them until the child is born, and maybe even after that. But I know this time, Papa will raise my siblings.