July 31st, 2001

unkind, why, fate

(no subject)

It used to be I was the bright star lighting up their lives
Now I've fallen and they don't even see
It's liked they never cared
They just wanted the warmth I could bring
Out of sight, out of mind
I'm no longer part of their hearts

Maybe in a week or two
We can see you for a day or two
And maybe they'll come, maybe they won't
But I won't be here when they do

I'm tired of waiting
Tired of crying
Tired of waiting for them to realize
I need you
I need you
But I no longer do
Because I no longer trust you
To be there when you're needed

Promises whispered into my ear
Only the darkness stays beside me
My fears constant companions

(To be con't)