October 9th, 2001

unkind, why, fate

Prologue: Carerica

There is a time in every girl's life when she must make a decision.

Thousands of girls a day make this decision, and several have written best-selling books on this phenomena. I wish I could say this was one, but it's not.

It's not even close.

You see, not every girl is like me. Not every girl faces the decisions I face every day. In the past thousand years, there have only been three other girls who have faced what I have faced, and none have lasted as long as I.

So no story will be like mine. Others have had similar power, faced similar trials, had as much heartbreak and joy. But I'm unique in that I have all three, and more.

So welcome to the story of my life, and how I came to be. Or as I like to term it, Welcome to Balancing the Insanity of My Life. Yay!
unkind, why, fate

Poem snippet, running thru my head

I wish for power
I wish for will
I wish for strength
I wish for skill

I wish for knowledge
I wish for wisdom
I wish for hope
I wish for joy

I wish for pleasure
I wish for love
I wish for family
I wish for friends

Power of Will
Strength of Skill
Knowledge and Wisdom
Hope and Joy
Pleasure in Love
Family of Friends
unkind, why, fate

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I'm very glad to have this diary.

I live in a dorm with a roommate from high school, and while my normal habit is to talk out loud to get my thoughts in order, I can't do that now except when she's gone.

Live journal is my sanity. I can write out my feelings, snatches of poems, thoughts running thru my head, even write out scenes of dialogue -- if I could just get those bunnies to settle down!